Conflicted

Alyssa called me today. Told me some stuff about what was goin on in her life right now. I left the conversation feeling conflicted. Is it wrong when something goes badly in her life, that really works out well for me, that I'm happy? shes having problems with the boy and thinking about moving to nanaimo. I worry about how thats going to change our friendship. Will she still want to hang out with me if she's in my town? Will she fall in love with one of my friends? Will I be able to deal with that? It would be nice to see her at school sometimes :D I feel bad about it, but I am dancing around with a grin, I am thrilled. she seems like shes not upset either which makes it easier to be happy.

She might move in with the boys. they won't coddle her, which will be good for her :P I wanna be able to spoil her without her getting all messed up :D

I am thrilled.