incoherence

I can hear the melting snow dripping off the roof
what is carefree anyways?
Even children have concerns. theyre not as "big" as grown-up concerns, but maybe they are?
what about inbetween?

I worry about growing up
I worry about being too young
I want to know whats going to happen at school
In my career
In my family
With my friends
With her
WIth you.
But I'm not with you, I'm not with her, I'm not with my family or my friends or the people at school
It seems like these days, when i'm by myself, the only way thats sane
It gets lonely being sane

They drive me crazy all these people all these thoughts. But its nice.


*I miss your purple hair, I miss the way you taste*

I wanna go back to beacon hill park and sit, eat ice cream, watch the sunset or the fire twirlers. I want you to break up with him, and give us a shot. I want her to realize shes not alone, any day any time, I would walk barefoot in the snow just to give her a hug. I want him to take a step back and look at his life. Is that the way you want it to be?

I want school to be over so she can chill out and take some time. I want you to come over and watch movies with me all day



I'm sorry this makes no sense, I just like to write it all out when I'm feeling angsty. she and you and him are all different people. confusing yeah, but it worked in my head