Christmas

I decorated my house for christmas. and then sang christmas carols. It was brilliant.

I just had to mention that.

Oh by the way, I (for the most part) am NOT doing christmas presents this year, theres just a couple I am doing, and other then that, nothing. ok?


It makes me upset though, cuz I love giving and getting christmas presents....

I like porridge. and coffee. and thank god I like it, because that pretty much what I have, coffee, and porridge. and I steal arlens milk, bvecause I dont have milk! and can't buy it either.

Oh well, lol, what can you do. I got my last 1 day paycheck from Thyme today. so hopefully that'll hold me over.

Yesterday... I worked and then cam home and hung out with my cat. we watched the OC, then I started Fatal attraction and then got bored and went to bed. Diva is sooooooo loud in bed, I wake up a lot more then I used to. she snores a lot. Also, I wateched Jersey Girl, in between the OC commercials.

The day before yesterday, I went to school, did a chunk of my music composition class (its awesome, by the way) and then when I was back in James bay, after hanging out with Kita for awhile, Jenn calls me and is like "I'll be there in 1/2 an hour, you free?" amazingly, yes, I was totally free, so tuesday was sweet for that.

Arlen and I downloaded the entire 5 disk box set of disney classics. Its awesome. I enjoy it immensly. I love disney... I can't wait to go back to disneyland.... I hope I don't get into music man so I can go to disneyland and coachella again. Thats only on the one hand though... I also would reall ylike to be in another play.

15 things about people

1. I miss you. you are very good. I hate it when youre sad. You're from a different time
2. Thank you for sharing your house with me, you're soooooo generous
3. Thank you for sharing your brain with me. I think a large part of me loves you. I hope you learn to love yourself.
4. I had a very strange dream about you and him last night. I dont know what it means. you were really mean to him in an acting class and then I went to comfort him and he had a really weird look on his face, and started hitting on me. I just don't know if its something either of you would do...
5. Youre cold and hard... I like it. But I hope you care deep down. Youre one of my best friends
6. You and I go through ups and downs, but you are always there when I really need you. we've been friends for so long... I dont think that will ever change. I'm really happy about the new person in your life. called it.
7. I'm sorry things suck at home lately. I knew it would be hard, but I hoped it wouldn't be this hard. I love talking to you.
8. I miss you. hope we can live together at some point.
9. youre selfish. but I love you anyways, we were SO incredibly close and then all of a sudden you were gone, and now I talk to you like... once a week. It was nice to see you last night though. Return my calls more often, and we'll be amazing
10. I don't know if I hope you exist or not. you would make life much more difficult. I hope it comes for you soon.
11. You and I could be really good friends. Its a shame we're both so busy. Youre lots of fun though, and we share some... experiences..
12. I hate you most of the time. Youre SOOOOO self-absorbed, and chose the job over both of us.
13. I don't think I miss you anymore. every once in awhile, when I'm listening to the shows that brought us together in the first place.... and I know that friendship will never work, you've changed so much. I miss the old you, but I'll have to call that a dead person, and mourn that loss only.
14. Things are comfortable with you, youre a lot of fun. I hope youre not wasting your time and money just having fun.
15. I hope things get better for you. I don't know whats wrong, and If you dont want to tell me, I don't wanna know. But I know we've never been close but I loved you as a person since the first day we met.

200th post...

wow. 200 is a lot of life put on the internet.

I wanna go to school.
nicoles birthday tonight....

thursday morning is not my friend

soooo, worked worked on saturday and sunday.....
Monday morning at 6:55 I left to go to shanes house! on the ferry I forgot to pay for my breakfast, but I didnt remember till it was too late. I feel bad.... shane had school that morning, but his skytrain came in at the exact same time as mine so we walked back to his house, listened to some music, hung out for a bit, then NOlan and Eric showed up, we bought them booze and smokes and they continued on to Devins. Then sarah come over, we smoked some not-cigarettes :P and watched some of the nightmare before christmas before we got too tired and went to bed. EARLY the next monring, we woke up, went to shanes school and I found out some stuff about the music program I want to take next year, then we went back to his house, he burned me some CDs and I left to take the ferry to nanaimo. I went to a halloween party, but michelle and janelle were the only place I could stay and they were leaving early so I left after just making an appearance. and watching some drunky drunk people :P the next morning my mom picked me up (late) and she had a cat in the car. My cat, diva. she's so cute :) I love that she lives with me now. anyways, work in a bit.... can't figure out how to post the picture of me with emily (thanks laura!) but when I do I'll show you!