Failure of the fittest

Laura and Tim.... wow, the people you expect to be the "academics" sometimes turn out kinkier than the "slutty" people. The one hope I have for all new failures is no regrets, whatever you do, you shouldnt regret it in ten years. I mean really all of my dover girl friends are still in the V club. Why, you may ask is this? they choose to have no regrets..... mostly

I have few regrets, however I regret Ryan very much. Now, much as most people know the story, I still would rather not have it on the web, but if you need to know, ask me.

For the record, I am over the physical/emotional crush i had on geoff, I really love him as a person and hope we continue to be friends, but I respect his decisions and think that they are correct for him. However, I am fairly lonely. (lonely does not equal desperate, lonely equals looking.) I thikn that boys are fairly rare. Even jerks seem to be out of fashion these days, just othe rpeoples boyfriends and people who are in love with other people who don't notice them.... *sigh* Oh well, when it happes, it happens I suppose

I follow trends!!!

Climbed a mountain
Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
Held a tarantula.
Taken a candlelit bath with someone
Said 'I love you' and meant it
Hugged a tree
Done a striptease
Bungee jumped
Visited Paris
Watched a lightning storm at sea
Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise
Seen the Northern Lights
Gone to a huge sports game
Grown and eaten your own vegetables
Slept under the stars
Changed a baby's diaper
Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
Watched a meteor shower
Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
Had a food fight
Taken a sick day when you're not ill
Had a snowball fight
Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
Held a lamb
Organized and planned a surprise party for a loved one
Taken a midnight skinny dip
Taken an ice cold bath
Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
Seen a total eclipse
Ridden a roller coaster
Hit a home run
Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
Adopted an accent for an entire day
Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
Had two hard drives for your computer
Visited all 50 states
Loved your job for all accounts
Taken care of someone who was really sick
Had enough money to be truly satisfied
Had amazing friends
Stolen a sign
Taken a road-trip
Rock climbing
Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
Bench pressed your own weight
Milked a cow
Alphabetized your records
pretended to be a superhero
Sung karaoke
Lounged around in bed all day
Protested something you feel strongly against
Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
Kissed in the rain
Played in the mud
Played in the rain
Gone to a drive-in theater
Done something you should regret, but don't regret it
Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
Dropped Windows in favor of something better
Taken a martial arts class
Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
Crashed a party
Loved someone you shouldn't have
Gone without food for 5 days
Made cookies from scratch
Won first prize in a costume contest
Gotten a tattoo
Got flowers for no reason
Made out in a public place
Got so drunk you don't remember anything
Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
Performed on stage
Been to Las Vegas
Drank an entire 6 pack by yourself
Buried one/both of your parents
Shaved all of your hair off
Been on a cruise ship
Spoken more than one language fluently
Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
Bounced a check
Performed in theatre
Found out something significant that your ancestors did
Called or written your MP
Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
Wrote articles for a large publication
Lost over 100 pounds
Held someone while they were having a flashback
Broken someone's heart
Helped an animal give birth
Been fired or laid off from a job
Broken a bone
Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
Ridden a horse
Had major surgery
Ridden on a passenger train
Had a snake as a pet
Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
Been a sperm or egg donor
Eaten sushi
Had your picture in the newspaper
Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
Gotten someone fired for their actions
Changed your name
Eaten fried green tomatoes
Read The Iliad
Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read their works
Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
Taught yourself an art from scratch
Killed and prepared an animal for eating
Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
Written your own computer language
Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
Had to put someone you love into hospice care
Built your own PC from parts
Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
Had a booth at a street fair
Dyed your hair Blue
Been a DJ
Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
Written your own role playing game
Been arrested

If anyone is confused about any of my answers, feel free to comment, or ask!

Back to "normal"

Hey hey, lots of craziness going on in the life lately. I bought christmas presents though, for lots of people, and thats all that counts!!!!! I love shopping, especially for other people!!!!! I'm making several of my gifts this year which is awesome, I love it when people like their gifts, if they don't its pointless.

oh, please forgive the pissy post, and lack of remedial posting, it was quite unfortunate

speaking of unfortunate, Laura and I are starting to speak the same, and brianna and I are starting to speak the same, as well as me and everyone else; I'm a freaking chamelion, I swear!!!! I change into whatever person would get along with the people I'm currently hanging out with, even if its a large group, and thats really kinda freaky-scary, cuz who am i when im alone? am I ever alone and awake? interesting query.... must investigate further!

~~~FRUSTRATION~~~

K, what the hell is wrong with Geoff, honestly, I know its not his responsibilty to like me, in fact I really respect that he doesnt give in to suggestion. But be sensitive! Some of the things he does, I would never do, even to my freinds, let alone someone who I knew was head over heels for me. I just wish I could make him understand that I don't have to be "with" him to enjoy his company, and he can make me happy by doing next to nothing! the ass. Perhaps I'm overly sensitive, but I felt purposfully left out by his freakin blog lists of fun people from the gondoliers etc. Of course when I'm around he acts like I'm the only girl in the world. Talk about mixed messages much. Could someone please tell me what Tasha and Nicole have that I don't? I know I'm not really special in any ways, but I'm also not awefuly ugly, or stupid or insensitive.... most of the time.

and, and, and..... I'VE done!!!!

Oh thank goodness that the gondoliers is over. It felt like such a long run, even though it was like 5 days! But I really enjoyed it, the part I didnt was the singing, "away we go to an Island fair" cuz its so high! and sarah lane got sick and was like "learn all my songs in case I can't go on" and it was just crazy times. I liked meeting everyone so much! there's so many cool people in this show that I wish I got to spend more time with. I hope alot of them are in the show next year, (cross your fingers for guys and dolls!) and that I can be in it too! I know after the show theres usually a let-down because you were so busy, but I'm stilll busy so its okay! I hope I get a little more time, to see my friends, cuz its been really tough to get around to everyone, and I have to make choices about who to see and stuff!
Recently mostly all thats been happenening is Gondoliers, but I've spent some fun times like at laura B's party on friday night, I didnt get there till like 11, but it was really cool, hanging out in the sunroom with Geoff and alleah (now that sounds weird to say and not think of them as a couple), laura and tim. and Brianna sometimes. (fragment!!!) and than the debating tournament on saturday (tireing to say the least!) and than on saturday (after our BEST show) we went to acme and had drinks and geoff and I shared a pasta, and it was yummy! (oh the frustration) and than after our afternoon show yesterday we had a cast party at st. pauls! I'm really gunna miss everyone, and I hope everyone can come to our haunted house tonight! (Shady Mile farm market!)
See everyone at Muth!