Bopbop buh bow!

I'm in one of those inbetween stages, you know? everything seems to be ending, and nothing good has come of it. Nothing fun has started. I feel like I'm inbetween people. There are some people in my life who are giving me very mixed messages! I don't know how to react to it, and its very frustrating. I'm thinking about moving to victoria or vancouver next september, cuz I just feel like theres a whole lot of stuff going on here, cycles I can't seem to get away from. But isn't that running? My problems aren't just going to go away if I move to another city, to a new group of people or hide my head in the sand for awhile. On the other hand, I want to deal with some of the things, but theres nothing I can do. Theres people I don't get along with, and It makes me uncomfiortable, but they seem to be fine with it, so how could I make a change for it? I can't. but it leaves me still unhappy, and I cant run away, and I can't change it. Humm.... Feels uncomfortable. I am peturbed. (sp?)

In news, I was over at Cora's last night. Had some brownies, went in nathan's car for a bit... watched Empire records, which I haven't seen in awhile... My head aches today though, and I'm not really sure why. I dont really feel like going to work either, but I have tomorrow off, I'm probably hanging out with Brianna and Barbara, unless I hang out with chris tonight, in which case, I won't. Ashley's Birthday Party tomorrow night, and then Janelle's birthday Party on monday night... Its a good time :)

I'm stoked to turn 19. Its my Golden Birthday this year :D

I think I'm gunna go drink some soup, sit in the hammock till its time to go to work. Maybe read a book or something